I had to stop letting myself worry about what people are doing behind my back because I don’t have control over that and whatever happens in the dark will eventually come into the light.
The people i really loved, trusted and fucked with the most always been the ones to turn on me and although i'm not like "numb" or "cold hearted" from it, i don't desire getting close to anybody at this point in my life... I've realized i truly don't need nobody outside myself.