Rugby lad whos always been a genuine Masc total top. One guy unexpectedly made me feel submissive & now im exploring bottoming. Sharing the journey on here π
So...always been a total top. Never been turned on by the idea of bottoming. Im a tall and big guy so never really felt thst ive wanted to be topped by anyone. I've sucked before but nothing more than that really.
To start with i thought it was just a fantasy but then...
Im turned on be the idea of exploring it more with others gradually.
But to anyone thinking of trying it, trust me I was really stressed about it and thought it would never happen. But with the right training, guy and curiosity you might just enjoy it too
So...always been a total top. Never been turned on by the idea of bottoming. Im a tall and big guy so never really felt thst ive wanted to be topped by anyone. I've sucked before but nothing more than that really.
To start with i thought it was just a fantasy but then...
Im a big guy so getting into the right positions wasnt easy. Exploring positions, pushing back, being more engaged and relaxed are all things I probably need to work on next time. But I did it.
I think i know that im only attracted to certain guys topping me but that may change