Kieran Bhì

Logic. Destruction. How odd, to be so peaceful. Guess I won't be going to church on Sunday.

[Kieran Bhì @RuinAndStars]

@ContortedDown "Anytime." He settled in the couch then. Ready to stay there all day if need be.

[Kieran Bhì @RuinAndStars]

@ContortedDown "My schedule's free." And his parents were busy. "I'm all yours." For now, at least. Trying at a smile once more.

[Kieran Bhì @RuinAndStars]

@ContortedDown Jamie was here, in one piece, and didn't hate him. That was what mattered. "I'll stay as long as you want me to."

[Kieran Bhì @RuinAndStars]

@ContortedDown "Better?" He didn't know what hurt and what wouldn't, so he rested his arm on the back of the couch.

[Kieran Bhì @RuinAndStars]

@ContortedDown He didn't mind the grip, actually opening his arms a bit, "It's okay."

[Kieran Bhì @RuinAndStars]

@ContortedDown "Papa might level a small town, but yeah. I can stay for bit." He'd slid down to sit on the couch properly.

[Kieran Bhì @RuinAndStars]

@ContortedDown "I thought I knew what I was doing. I'm...I'm okay." He was upright and not confined to a bed. So that was progress.

[Kieran Bhì @RuinAndStars]

@ContortedDown + But, in their defence, he'd never been found on the floor after collapsing before.

[Kieran Bhì @RuinAndStars]

@ContortedDown That certainly was a high pedestal Jamie had him on. And that made him blink. "I've never seen them freak out so bad.." +

[Kieran Bhì @RuinAndStars]

@ContortedDown "I'm not, though. In just me." Of course, he could've said the exact same thing as Jamie. But it was his call.

[Kieran Bhì @RuinAndStars]

@ContortedDown + have actually helped you. Or helped the doctors help you. Anything like that."

[Kieran Bhì @RuinAndStars]

@ContortedDown "I can't really feel them, you know?" His mother had fretted about nerve damage. "I just wish it would +

[Kieran Bhì @RuinAndStars]

@ContortedDown "You didn't know. I don't blame you, alright?" He blamed himself, for not sorting out any loopholes.

[Kieran Bhì @RuinAndStars]

@ContortedDown "It wasn't your fault you got sick, okay?" He'd rested a hand on Jamie's shoulder then. Insistent.

[Kieran Bhì @RuinAndStars]

@ContortedDown + didn't have, right? Trying to catch the other gaze, so he might attempt to get his point across.

[Kieran Bhì @RuinAndStars]

@ContortedDown "No, Jamie. It's not. I /wanted/ to help. It was my fault for not looking for the fine print." He couldn't miss what he +

[Kieran Bhì @RuinAndStars]

@ContortedDown That definitely wasn't what he was trying to do. Reaching out to try to comfort him. "Hey– No, it was my choice."

[Kieran Bhì @RuinAndStars]

@ContortedDown He'd looked at the floor then. "They weren't– They weren't finished. So.. " it wasn't okay "I just...I tried."

[Kieran Bhì @RuinAndStars]

@ContortedDown "I tried to help..but I got played. I'm sorry." He'd had his songs torn out at the root. And Jamie had been put through Hell

[Kieran Bhì @RuinAndStars]

@ContortedDown "I got played for a fool Jamie, I gave Raph my wings..trying to help you." Distress made the light headed feeling come back.