I’m not really enjoying this anymore.
My enthusiasm levels for everything are low. I am really triggered recently and struggling with my mental health.
This is no fun anymore. In fact, nothing is fun anymore.
On Thursday, I start therapy. I really hope this is the beginning of a new life of happiness. It still seems so far away, however I live in hope. I really have been down in the dumps for SO LONG now.
Thanks too everyone on here who reached out too me/offered support.
Findom
Today I was triggered/randomly blackmailed by a dom I knew for a while and don’t consider as a dom, but a friend.
I will no longer be participating in Findom. I have therapy booked and as previously said, this stuff doesn’t turn me on like it used too.
It’s been a fun ride.
I always see ‘women should support women’ how about you all change the narrative. Women should support women who play with this responsibly. Women should not support women who are comfortable with telling a man too commit suicide.
thing that could happen for anything, but especially Findom. The idea of making money online for being ‘pretty’ got too too many peoples heads and now they will do anything, including encourage suicide, for a few quid.