As I’ve matured I’ve come to notice many mothers hide behind their children. I wish to not do the same and obviously on occasion intentionally but hide my being, myself, to shrink myself, become complacent and use my beautiful baby as an excuse for that behavior. It’s not in me.
Watching your mother deteriorate before your eyes is the most gut wrenching experience. I never questioned my mom’s health because she is the healthiest person I know. But in this moment I question if God is real and will her conditions worsen?