the only thing that loosely reminds me of my own humanity is that i am still alive purely because of instinct. i have no reason to keep going, my brain just panics at the thought of death. it’s all instinctual. i’ll die anyway, why am i so scared?
it’s weird how transphobes think the reason a lot of trans people are suicidal is due to the fact they’re trans and not the fact that society bashes them for existing