as someone neurodivergent who does occasionally write deranged horror it really is incomprehensible to me that some people legitimately look at horror writers and go "you are icky in real life for real." like i am literally normal. i cry if you are too loud at me.
No, I can't just ask to him to 'act more attracted to me' because the lack of sincerity is devastatingly painful (I've tried this before). So now I have to tell him that we can do what we're doing, but
My parents are really nice and they kindly help out most of the time. I totally understand being in financial straits and going to your parents to ask for help. It's a privilege to be able to do that and, as a parent, it's amazing to be there for your kids.
[WP] "Welcome to DANCING With The DEVIL! I'm your host Erol Satan like satin not saytan. Hehehehe! One lucky winner gets to be my partner for all eternity! Now who's ready to dance the DEVILS, Tango?!!!"
With friends, classmates, and people I don’t have much history with, I’m usually confident, funny, and pretty natural. I can talk normally and joke around without thinking too much about how I’m being perceived.