I always have a constant desire to look cool (I'm not sure if "cool" is the right word apologies since English isn't my first language and I can't find a direct translation for what I'm trying to describe) even when no one is watching I constantly feel like an outside observer
Yeah it's nothing, I just held onto them while I sobbed and then they became the reason for that noise, and then I treasured every handmade gift they gave to me like it was a product of both our hearts but it soon became too sickening to look at.
MSy little sister is coming to visit today.lept terribly. The ward alarm went off three times in the night. I’m thirsty and desperate for a smoke and a coffee.