Ryan

Everything I want but do not have is because of myself, everything I do have is because of Christ. Spared by God too many times.

[Ryan @RyanPatORourke]

Yeah you're right. Kids does hint at the partial solution, that is transcendence. Whether you believe in a literal God or not, Genesis specifies the curse of man when man fell. And you can look at that both theologically and evolutionarily. Man fell the moment we left the tree and walked the plains 6 million years ago. And our second fall was when we invented farming, we left the tribe and we gained kings. Then we fell again with the steam engine. Then again with electricity. Now with the internet and AI.

Man just keeps digging a deeper grave for itself. We get farther from our origin point everyday and we pay for the dissonance exponentially. You will not get the relief you're looking for. You need to find a way to transcend the problem. This is how Genesis puts it, and it's worth meditating on because the meanings here are multi layered;

Genesis 3:17-19

17 To Adam he said, “Because you listened to your wife and ate fruit from the tree about which I commanded you, ‘You must not eat from it,’

“Cursed is the ground because of you;
through painful toil you will eat food from it
all the days of your life.
18 It will produce thorns and thistles for you,
and you will eat the plants of the field.
19 By the sweat of your brow
you will eat your food
until you return to the ground,
since from it you were taken;
for dust you are
and to dust you will return.”

[Ryan @RyanPatORourke]

People don't unalive themselves for attention, they do it to stop the pain. And giving someone positive encouragement when they haven't done anything positive is gaslighting. Men are suicidal when they have no purpose, not because they aren't recognized, but because they aren't doing anything good or useful. Get it right.

I'd delete this post if I were you, the guy in the video has zero idea of what he's talking about. You wanna stop being depressed? Go do something worth doing. But also be aware that life is suffering fundementally, for every one.

If you're married, have a job, and have kids and you're still depressed, then maybe you don't actually like your job. And maybe you actually secretly resent your wife. And maybe your kids are little bastards because you were a bad father. Seriously. Take some responsibility 👍

[Anthony Bradley @drantbradley]

This may be one of the best explanations of male depression that I’ve ever heard. This is explains why guys are suicidal and their friends, parents, and/or wives don’t even know it. This is also why a man can be married with kids, great job, etc. & feel lonely & depressed.

[Ryan @RyanPatORourke]

@DAVINLEWIS9 @metalsystem761 @izthisJudah Lmao. Take your meds 👍

[Ryan @RyanPatORourke]

@catholicpat Amen. Demonic religion 👍

[Ryan @RyanPatORourke]

@PimpDigit Projection. You wanna be a man all of a sudden? Do you? Are you sure? Or did you unblock me after stalking my account to come back here and try to salvage your own ego? You're all talk and you know it. Sit 👍

[Ryan @RyanPatORourke]

This is what happens. Every time 👍

[Ryan @RyanPatORourke]

@PimpDigit @janefkndoe What a lovely looking family you have. You marry your sister? Good for you man 🎉

[Ryan @RyanPatORourke]

@PimpDigit Lol. The Big Mad Wolf barks again. WOOF! 👍

[Ryan @RyanPatORourke]

@PimpDigit Uh, no, you blocked me. Do you have amnesia? 👍

[Ryan @RyanPatORourke]

@PimpDigit You don't own a mirrior?

[Ryan @RyanPatORourke]

@PimpDigit Lol. You can't maintain a single thought longer than 2 seconds without switching to something else. Jesus Christ bro. Take your meds. If we ever meet up, it won't be friendly, you can count on that. You can't do and say whatever you want, actions have consequences 👍

[Ryan @RyanPatORourke]

@PimpDigit What's my answer to what?

[Ryan @RyanPatORourke]

@PimpDigit Lol. Take your meds. You had your chance, you wanted to play games and block me, you're all talk. Remember that. You are all talk. You are nothing. Take your meds and sit 👍

[Ryan @RyanPatORourke]

@PimpDigit Oh no, please don't block me again, you already did that once and I really really hurt the first time :( 👍

[Ryan @RyanPatORourke]

@PimpDigit I did 👍

[Ryan @RyanPatORourke]

@PimpDigit Your mom's house 👍

[Ryan @RyanPatORourke]

@PimpDigit I tried 👍

[Ryan @RyanPatORourke]

@PimpDigit I don't need supporting. You had a funny crashout and it was worth sharing. Thanks for unblocking me though 👍

[Ryan @RyanPatORourke]

@PimpDigit You blocked me. Now you unblocked me. Lmao. You're playing games 👍

[Ryan @RyanPatORourke]

@TeddyC1012 @ZackAttackvw6p @xynifyy She's a masochist. She was oddly enjoying herself and never once acted like she was afraid of him, actually the opposite, and just kept going back for more while escelating. Not to mention she started the whole thing. This looks routine for them. Some people just love trouble 👍

[Ryan @RyanPatORourke]

@oglocc__ @xynifyy True but that's also no way for a woman to act. They are both losers and this looks routine to them. One of those couple that just enjoys beating the shit out of each. Oh there was a cat in the video, did you see the cat? Looked like a cool cat 👍

[Ryan @RyanPatORourke]

@ALMIFHTYUNKNOWN @xynifyy I agree personally but at the same time I don't feel that bad for her. They both look like losers. Anyone else see the cat? Poor kitty 👍