( the impact of the bump was nothing more than a light hit to him even as he fell over,
actually no—- it hurt like hell.
but he dosent show much sign of pain, at least to save face. )
....
( seriously? why is he* the one surprised when he just dashed in here? )
❝ Eh ❞、 standing up &̲&̲ facing the deity. ❝ Gomen ❞ he stood up brushing himself off and walking away — ❝ Wa – EHHHHHH — WHO THE HELLL ARE YOU .ᐣ ❞
I should be the one asking YOU that.
What makes you think you could just dash and run without sincerely apologizing ?
( so much for respect around here, he thinks. even if they're in the middle of an icy desert.
slowly he pushes himself up — )
( just like that,
he drinks in the scream that to him says 'welcome home'.
he was familiar with this reaction, the struggle of staying to life.
for a short moment, he loses his eyes, losing himself to the emotion.
the pain of others— it has become familiar to him. )
Gh—ka!
Ah!
Guuuaahhh!!!
( The searing pain finally forced out a scream from his throat, like a seizing victim, his body spasms from the burning in his body. )
( he begs for it to stop, for there to be mercy on him, it was overwhelming. He couldn't continue. )
( his hand twitched, realizing that it moved while he was thinking. almost squeezing the soul, almost putting him out of his misery.
pulling his hand away, from Kadoc's body, he goes back to the same distance he was earlier— standing from a distance. )
all you need,
is a little encouragement.
( he moves his hand inside, as if flicking something inside kadoc.
although kadoc could not feel the movement, he could feel the destruction it caused.
a searing heat,
much more worse, more painful.
almost like his body was onfire. )
( he studied him, watching every reaction that came from giving his soul a little spark of life.
the way he tries so desperately to hide it, fear of the exposure and vulnerability.
but he will always see it, he shall always know. )
... hmm.
what a beautiful expression.
( His hues lit up, a terrible betrayal of his feelings by his own body.
as if it were exposing his shame for that man. )
S-Stop..!
No.. stop.. I can't take it...
( he was breathless, yet again, he lacked anyway of fighting back. )
Stay with us.
Don't be ashamed, Kadoc.
just enjoy it.
this feeling ——- this moment,
your body will adjust,
you'll accept this spark and feel..
excited instead.
( his finger dips inward,
passing through his flesh —— like an apparition to reach out the soul. )
Don't worry,
I'll be sure you'll stay awake enough to get help.
Feels uncomfortable ?
Your blueprint is practically easy,
it's fun to play with it a little.
Basic structure of a magus, it's like I memorized your body.
Whoever did this to you wanted to play,
It's my turn now.
I would say I was—- but I wasn't.
Not everything is about you, little wolf.
( he crouches, watching him for a few moments.
clearly dragging out the expression on Kadoc's face. )
. . . You don't to choose whether you live or die.
If I can't,
Neither can you.
I'd take death actually, thanks...
...But.. you.. won't have that will you?
...You.. and your.. stupid complex... hah..
I don't care... the last thing I need is you toying with me.
( a strange warm heat wraps around Kadoc in an embrace.
it felt too hot,
too electrifying.
as if hes doing something to keep him awake,
painfully so. )