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☆ 24
☆ She/Her
☆ SHtwt
☆ I do art sometimes

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.:☆Updated Intro☆:.

☆ Lazy, demotivated 23 year old.
☆ This acc is for me to express myself in ways i otherwise cant
☆ SHtwt Beans & Styros
☆ I do art sometimes
☆ Dont like life, but also doesnt wanna die ✨️

Art is by me

#shtwt #styros #beans

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@biggerfishesss Sometimes i have periods i literally can barely get beans, while i have done deep beans plenty of times. It dont make sense...Gl w the healing

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I can't get out of bed. Fall asleep, wake up, can't get up. Fall asleep, wake up, can't get up.

Till eventually after about 10/14 hrs of sleeping i decide to get my ass up and still be tired. :)

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@Strxnglemwah @biggerfishesss Helppp??? (I know u know this person nw, just thought it was funny)

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@simonxoxoriley Thank uu, not to glorify sh also, but its one of my favorite ones. So its annoying when i cant get them all like that.

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@simonxoxoriley I get you man, its just insulting sometimes. All that work and for WHAT. I wish all my scars scarred as big as this one at the bottom side 😭😭 the closer to my wrist/hand the smaller it scars

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@simonxoxoriley Yeahh... i HATE it so MUCH. I had a cut on my arm a bit ago that had decent depth, its literally a line now. A LINE, but on my upper lower arm everything scars super small, while upper arms i get hypothropic scars. Make it make s e n s e

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@simonxoxoriley 1. Also my computer
2. Sushi
3. Horror movies
4. Drawing kinda?
5. Metal, rock and Darkwave music

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Ah yes...so why is this dumb tiny little cut bleeding so much? :3

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Im like...sooo out of practice on thigh cvts, its so painful for what...This took me too long, i just couldnt handle the pain or smthn today. I hate it. Considering getting drunk next time so ill care less.

#shtwt #styro #beans

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@biggerfishesss Yesss good job! How is the pain doing now? I imagine it probably still hurt, but improving yet?

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@biggerfishesss I do know there is a major artery that runs along the back of your knee, so do be carefull with that! Anything on the inside side of the thighs/calves are much riskier than the outsides, as the major vessels run closer to those sides. So either watch your depth or avoid it at all

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@_Sheepie_sheep_ You descriptions were very relatable, its never good enough. I need to get worse, its not bad enough etc etc. You become so desensitized it becomes dangerous.

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@_Sheepie_sheep_ Very good thread, as nice as it is to have a community where people understand eachother and go through similar things, shtwt is also very damaging platform to be on. I doubt i'd have ever learned about the severity of some sh on here and also gotten just as bad.

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@biggerfishesss On the inside of the leg? So glad you didnt hit anything major omg

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@biggerfishesss I had a long cut on my calf earlier this year that also hurt like hell, sometimes its just the placement or you hit certain nerves maybe. Sometimes its just unlucky 🥲

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@biggerfishesss This part is always the worst, eventually it will heal enough that it wont hurt as much anymore. Then its just dealing with the smell. Keep an eye on it, im glad to see no signs of infection. You got this!

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@simonxoxoriley Thank you sm!

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@simonxoxoriley Can i ask how you go about dry healing? Im running out of my medical supplies i got from healthcare insurance. So i need to prepare for no longer having supplies and learning how to dry heal deep beans without getting a serious infection. It takes a while for a scab to form right

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@ogri2005 I am amazed you've not hit an artery and like bled out. I always have that fear kind of and ive never hit this depth, i hope you never will. You deserve to recover and be happy.

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@simonxoxoriley Thats one deep one swipe, stay safe and hope u take care of it well