/ makes me remember how he says he sometimes doesnβt want to talk to people (if you text him while youβre next to him)
quiet days where he just hangs out with nibbles and shows her all his cars. no contracts, no talking, just meow meow and vroom vroom.
/ i hc he keeps a bunch of sweaters around for her because he doesnβt like that she feels smooth but still wants to hold her whenever v drops her off for babysitting (sheβs babysitting muamar).
he does eventually get used to it but it takes a while.
/ i crave. situationship angst. muamar not getting into a relationship bc he knows heβs gonna die soon β¦ muamar not being able to push people away because he wants to be happy while he can β¦ muamar seeing the person he likes with someone else thatβll live a long life β¦