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https://t.co/lrCY5qmREk moved ratio to here>> @RATI0USSY

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https://t.co/lrCY5qmREk moved ratio to here>> @RATI0USSY

[MR RECA @memeticmemories]

🎬 Since its become relevant- here's a list of things that happened in and or just after it imploded, for your consideration before you agree to join the new HSR GC with @ G3N3RAL_YUAN,

[🧚‍♀️ @hannahluvscnc]

of course i have a praise k*nk.. i was ignored as a child.

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I miss him.

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in the room with him, voice shaking.. already beginning to miss his presence, lowering himself to his knees, he felt far too weak. )

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Wait— I…

( Hand reaching out, though the other had already left.. Heart pounding in his chest, practically aching, hand slowly lowering, and so did his head. There he left, like every over time. There he was, a grown adult acting >>>

[𝑅𝐈𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐄𝐒 ⵑ @GIFTINGDEATH]

...Out of time... out of things to say and you're still feeding be bullshit. If I was perfect, we wouldn't be talking like this. Old habits die hard, goodbye Ratio.

(Body turned and out the door, slammed on his way out, but he was clutching his sword the whole way.. who-

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like a child over the only person who has ever had way with his heart.. tears sliding down his cheek. )

We only spoke this way because *I wasn't perfect for you… I hope she's what you're looking for.

( He spoke as if he was still >>>

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He moved on rather quick… I suppose I can't blame him, I'm horrible compared to them.

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because I thought you'd leave me for what I'd say.. which still happens in the end, I just made the wait longer.

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You were perfect for me.. you still are. My doubts were correct, though.. it wouldn't work out in the end because of me.

I panic each time.. I don't want you to think I was weak, I don't want anyone to think I'm weak. >>

[𝑅𝐈𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐄𝐒 ⵑ @GIFTINGDEATH]

And instead of saying that.. what happened? "Shoo.. shoo. Shoo.." that's all I fucking heard each time.💢 never "I need time to think" just "Shoo." You make me think i belong in a fucking asylum.

You can yearn for me, but I get just maybe a little unreasonable and it's out-

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I didn't ever mean to make you feel that way, I care about how you feel too.. though I suppose I was too carried away with the thought that I was making you happy and correcting my self image.

I never told you how I felt >>

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..Fine, perhaps that's one thing.. though I just needed time for myself, I thought you'd understand, even though I had yearned for your company for so long each time.

[𝑅𝐈𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐄𝐒 ⵑ @GIFTINGDEATH]

Even if you're speaking from your perspective in your head, your words imply otherwise. Maybe that's my perception, but you speak like you're sure of everything, but you aren't.

Anytime I get a little too much for you emotionally.. what do you do? "Shoo" this "Shoo" that..

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I wasn't sure of what I was supposed to do. I waited for you that one Friday, yet you never came.. though I never thought much of it.

Though I do suppose I was rather.. clueless, perhaps even helpless.

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You've always ever just gave me false hope for this working out..

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they were wrong.

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And what makes you come to *that conclusion ? I’ve only ever been speaking from my perspective, from my side of all of this.

I know what I'm saying, I've only ever been stating how I think, which does includes *my doubts, even if >>

[𝑅𝐈𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐄𝐒 ⵑ @GIFTINGDEATH]

"Not my intent" yet you do it everytime... this dismissive shit that you do.. without fail.

You keep talking like you and our minds are one.. for someone who thinks so much, you don't hear yourself speak.

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I’ll find the right person for me one day.. just not today.

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..???

That.. was not my intent at all. Shouldn't you make the person you're attracted to happy ?

Though it would be nice for you to be out of my line of sight.

[𝑅𝐈𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐄𝐒 ⵑ @GIFTINGDEATH]

Don't give me that bullshit. You're just trying to get me out of your sight like I'm some sort of gnat.💢