bf has been hanging out with his friend for the past 4 hours even tho he said he'd only be on for 10 mins AND i asked beforehand if we could hang out and he said he didnt wanna play but proceeds to get on vrchat to play w that friend. ok. 😂😂😂😂 he can hangout whenever but. wow
my mom brought my cat back after having him at her house for the past like 6 months and he missed me SO much ohmygod :(( my baby is so sweet hes rubbing up on me and purring and making biscuits every time hes with me I MISSED MY BABY BOY SO BAD 🥹🥹🥹lowk makes me wanna be clean
ts making me want to relapse but that make me feel HYPOCRITICAL!!! AND IM TRYNA BREAK MY SH HABIT!!!!! if i talk to him about it its not gonna fix anything cus we both agreed to try harm reduction for the both of us instead of forced recovery but BROOO 😂😂😂😂 kmskmskmskms ok
it just dawned on me that my bf lied to me about throwing away all his sharp things a couple months ago cus when he was showing off his room just now cus he cleaned it i saw 2 of his eyebrow razors (which i KNOW he doesnt use for its intended purpose.) life js kepsgettingwors
mind you i was sharming at the time too and i actually threw away all of the blades i knew i had access to at the time 🥹 why cant this addiction of ours just disappear i want him to be okay i font wanthjm to keep harming hummself imso scared for him