thank u for staying and supporting my work. sincerely grateful for this. youโre my motivation. my aegis. my support. I have always been and will be grateful to u for this ๐
- time is running. everything changes. but my love for art is unchanging.
now it's getting harder and harder to devote as much time to it as before. itโs harder mentally Iโm increasingly losing motivation Iโm withdrawing into myself.
as I get older I need more time for internal analysis it inexorably becomes more and more complicated plunging deeper and deeper.
Iโll continue to draw just not in such a volume but already much more meaningful and selective.
life is changing very quickly and I donโt have time to rethink what is happening I just humble myself go with the flow, adjust, try to stay afloat, keeping up with the endless stream.
maybe itโll change over time maybe not I don't know I can't know. I'm not leaving I'm just changing and this is an inevitable process... evolution? change of values? depression? internal conflicts? Idk
-ๅผท่ฟซ่ฆณๅฟตโ๏ธโฉ๏ธ
- a love that only hurts is so tragic
even the traces of our page
will be scattered as a handful of ashes
in the end, we'd both end up burned
without any lingering attachments, let it burn
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