nightmares that kind of power over her again. and so, she merely perks her mouth in a sweet smile. “i understand.”
box tucked under arm, she approaches heather in few strides and smudges a warm kiss to her cheek, rubbing her arm. “i’ll try to keep you out of it, okay?”
sometimes, even words aren’t enough to convey the fears they’re both skirting around. only phoebe didn’t want to say it either, afraid that verbalizing what they’re both thinking might manifest the worst to happen again.
the last thing she wants is to give her …
a defeated, heavy sigh——an attempt to try and loosen the tightness forming in her chest. the pit in her stomach couldn’t be calmed, though.
“no, i 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤. just——” she trailed off, arms motioning as if it’d somehow communicate her point. was her point really necessary? …
@silkmolt precisely! never go anywhere solo … well, unless you’re me. i guess i’m a little too daring for my own good. but then again, i never would’ve run into you if i wasn’t.
well, 𝑛𝑜𝑤 she’s confused. she thought if she could shield heather from her work, at the very least, things could be normal. but, this was clearly not the angle her girlfriend was getting at.
suddenly, the air feels uncomfortably tense as phoebe clears her throat, a …
her lips twist to one side, gaze averted elsewhere. should she really be intruding on phoebes way of coping? how was her coping mechanism of preserving corpses any healthier?
“it’s not 𝑤𝘩𝑒𝑟𝑒 you do it that’s worrying me,” she murmured, turning to walk towards …
feeble pinch to her brows. “this is all my academic career is leading to,” she reasons, blinking. “i mean, you said it yourself——it’s inevitable. there’s nothing else i can see myself doing, but this.”
dolefully, she looks down, awkwardly shuffles her stance. “i …