@prettyBirdjrwi [ Rena flushes, tucking her head into her angel’s shoulder. ]
..This is bullying. So mean.
[ She can’t keep the smile out of her voice. ]
@prettyBirdjrwi [ Rena slumps forward a little bit, purring again as she tries to keep her hands from falling from pb’s wings. She loves when people scratch that special spot. ]
@prettyBirdjrwi [ She laughs a little at the chirp, face warm. She really is so lucky. ]
I love you too, angel. So much.
[ Her hands start to glow from their place on her wings. Its basically habit at this point. The best part of her day because she gets to feel her partner melt against her. ]
@prettyBirdjrwi [ Rena purrs back, this little chittering noise. She presses kisses to the top of her head as her hands find their way to her lover’s wings. She runs her fingers through her feathers, smiling to herself. Soft. ]
@prettyBirdjrwi [ Rena holds her through it, humming softly in an attempt to comfort. She doesn’t know what else to do. She just hopes it helps, if only a little bit. ]
@prettyBirdjrwi You never have to apologize to me for something like that. I don’t mind it one bit. I love you.
[ She melts a little against her angel, resting her head on top of hers. ]
@prettyBirdjrwi No, angel. You just aren’t nice enough to yourself.
[ She brushes the tears away, giving her a soft, shaky smile. ]
I’ll say it as many times as it takes.
@prettyBirdjrwi You are pretty. Y’know what else you are? Kind. Youre smart, soft, caring, gentle, warm and so much more. You have a wonderful sense of humor and you are always there when I need you. Yes, you’re pretty, but you’re so, /so/ much more than just that.
[ Rena kisses her forehead. ]
@prettyBirdjrwi It’s okay. I love you anyways.
[ She wraps one arm fully around pb, other hand coming up to cup her face. This is a little better at least. More real. ]
@prettyBirdjrwi That’s okay. You don’t have to know. You can just feel.
[ She frowns at the smile, moving closer again. ]
..And um. You don’t have to smile. Not now. It’s okay.
@prettyBirdjrwi You aren’t. It’s okay. I am. I’m- I’m making you feel worse, I’m sorry.
[ She gently reaches out, giving her angel time to pull away as she rests her hands on their arms. ]
I could never be mad at you.
@prettyBirdjrwi No. Don’t do that. Please.
[ She sighs, grip loosening. ]
I love you. I dont want you to feel like you have to lie. I know you meant it. I just- I want to help you change your mind, not force you to.
[ Her hands drop. The nausea is overwhelming. She pushes it down anyways. ]
@prettyBirdjrwi unable to take care of yourself. I wasn’t able to take care of myself for a long time. And I don’t- I don’t want anyone else, I want you. I love you. You’re the love of my life. You will never be anything less than that. /Never/.
@prettyBirdjrwi [ She reels back immediately grabbing pb by her shoulders and looking into her eyes. She doesn’t look angry, just..there’s an intensity there. ]
Don’t you /ever/ say that. You are not my pet. You are not anyone’s pet. I would never be upset with you for not being okay or being +