I really wish I was crazy enough to cut infront of my mom anytime she makes me mad, but I really donโt want to be sent to a mental hospital where they watch me shower..
It always tickles me when I see Chuuya in Atsushi reaction videos bc they have never interacted at all in canon, and other than the big bounty Atsushi had, Chuuya doesnโt know him at all ๐ญ๐ญ
Im ctfu, my mom is on the phone with her bf and theyโre talking abt how old they are and she yelled at me and my sisters โey! Yโall better not make me a grandma yet!!โ Meanwhile Iโm actively looking at soukoku fanart. I PROMISE you thatโs not happening anytime soon ๐ฅน๐ฅน
NEVER ask me why Iโm upset unless your ready for a 10 page essay on how bad my day has been and how everyone sucks bc I KNOW yโall get bored reading that shit halfway through ๐ซฉ
One day I hope you find me again. One day I hope you reach out to me again. Iโve lost my privileges to see you, to hear you. I canโt accept it though, so the stupidest part of me is still waiting for your call.
No one could ever amount to you. I know that. She wouldnโt do half the shit youโve done for me. But then again, I wouldnโt do it for me either, so why should I complain?
I donโt want to say that sheโs a replacement for you. But sheโs too similar. Too much like you. All the same problems, the same words, the same feelings. Would it be selfish to indulge just a little bit?
Weโd joke together until the sun comes up, even if I spent some of my nights on your floor. Youโd yell at me for bringing alcohol into your strict house, and for accidentally spilling it on your bed, telling me โit will smell and my mom will find outโ