— 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐔𝐍 𝐈𝐍 𝐅𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐇
❛ As the 𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐮𝐧 𝐜𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝 in light, each 𝐒𝐎𝐋𝐀𝐑𝐈 present lowered their eyes, not in shame, but in deference to their 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫. ❜
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I would rather die wholly on your hands than to live in this world as an empty shell. At least… I would be glad to die on your Majesty’s hands. I could close my eyes in death.
请君莫笑, Clear and Muddy Loss of Love
My love has gone from me, and I will never again laugh. My love has gone from me and she has taken all light with her.
Nghi Vo, When the Tiger Came Down the Mountain
i love you———i fear you do not comprehend the depth of my sentiment. my words will forever fall short. you are everything to me, and i have run out of ways to say this.
“ it wouldn't matter. I have done it with the sky as my witness I have smitten you and spilled your blood on my skin. for this, I will never forgive myself.
if you will not come to me. Diana. then you will have to kill me. you are the only one who I surrender my life to. ”
how could the moon be so trusting when the sun's blade was still present ? how could she present herself bare to an enemy ? but as if to follow her steps, in respect, — the sun pulls away at the scabbard, the sword inside rattling to a flat fall on the ground.
....
she takes some tentative steps forward during leona’s realisation.
her fists are still clenched, her rage doesn’t simply melt away, but there is an ounce of sympathy. armour is stripped, leaving her in underclothes.
her feet stop. the beaming gold of her gaze only fleeting, they lower. she feels herself shrinking, lowering, in the realisation that from the very beginning, she still hurt her.
“ I — . . ” her voice breaks.
“ . . . I — ”
those were real questions, and real memories that brought them along. the memory of Diana in the cold, suffering, alone. a neverending punishment.
who was she to preach for the message of the sun when Diana was right ? she had denied her the warmth of it.
....
“ i didn’t mean to make it worse !
i couldn’t control it. “
her hands are clenched, she’s standing her ground, watching as leona shifts closer. she possesses that same need, but refuses to act on it, while also refusing to leave.