saph/splite

Second account for more personal stuff, main @Sapholite

also taking a tag i used to use years ago for it lol

[saph/splite @spliteofficial]

i dont know why im scared of how im perceived. never used to be.

[saph/splite @spliteofficial]

i dont like the name sapholite but it reads better and doesnt have signifiers, and i dont know how to make a name that actually uses my name that doesnt sound terrible

i had it before but i threw it out.

[saph/splite @spliteofficial]

well “moving out” wasnt my intention at the time but i definitely wanted to be more than what i was. i kept telling people that i was gonna be making things

never got around to it. dont know how or where to start, feel like i need to make up for disappointing others

[saph/splite @spliteofficial]

Oh wait i just remembered a reason why i sorta stuck to making fnf covers back in 2021 was because i was waiting on a 3d model from someone who never finished it and then move out

i also commissioned some 2d stuff from another artist because i wanted talk sprites

[saph/splite @spliteofficial]

i dont really know why im not doing this in the form of a doc, i did try to but i completely destroyed what i had

so i guess i just hope that people that find this account and remember who i was read through my thoughts when i remember stuff. everything is a blur

[saph/splite @spliteofficial]

3d model never got finished because the modeller was focused more important model work for a larger youtuber (fair, i got refunded. I think the proof of me commissioning the model is in her twitch subathom)

2d talk sprites never got done because artist became *gulp* problematic

[saph/splite @spliteofficial]

everything is a blur and nothing feels real

[saph/splite @spliteofficial]

that long thread is incoherent im sorry

[saph/splite @spliteofficial]

fuck. yeah nah i was just baiting for the fun of it because i wanted to get my mind off that by talking to people going out of their way to prove that fnf sucks and isnt comparable to real rap music (which is a given but that family guy meme is so iconic)

[saph/splite @spliteofficial]

i genuinely do not know what the fuck i was smoking but thank you digital footprint remnant

i think i was trying to just get people to reply to me instead of the quote tweet (i think????) and then turn it around into being distinct from it.

but also i had no fucking taste

[HaikuD2🌱 @HaikuD2]

As bait as this is •
Its actually better •
Than most rap music
  —@SPLITEofficial #haiku

[saph/splite @spliteofficial]

it is absolutely better than listening to tekashi 6ix9ine though because…

oh wait no the date i remember why those memes were flooding back now.

[saph/splite @spliteofficial]

theres other things i want to talk about, but i think im traumatised enough as it is. maybe some other time.

[saph/splite @spliteofficial]

i think im just too scared to reach out.

i could have stayed good friends with the group i was in, but i felt guilty for making covers and basically feeling like i didn’t earn my place

i also wound up in a small group led by one person who kept telling me what i wanted to hear

[saph/splite @spliteofficial]

also the “i will not be replaced” shit was a planned twitter psyop to frontrun revie’s exoneration (and also himself because he was an opportunistic groomer weasel.)