Solace

A Sober Solace, A Cynical Elision.
A dreamer, a feeler, a walking contradiction.
A solitary being, self-defeating narcissist,
Just an insignificant pacifist.

[Solace @SS_CynicElision]

Chilling with mom at 5am on the balcony, sipping coffee and eating noodles. Watching bees, clouds, trees and birds. Love ya mom...

[Solace @SS_CynicElision]

to the river of time that will never flow back to where I stand

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Robbed of the chance of reaching my peace
RObbed myself
and tossed the keys

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My avatar is shook as it disappears

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I defiled my identity

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Catharsis denied, chance to nascent gone, release end

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THe burning questions of my past remain unanswered and forgotten

[Solace @SS_CynicElision]

My muse was shot dead on October 28, 2016.
And I am catatonic without her.

[Solace @SS_CynicElision]

I made her because I was down
I lost her because I was stupid
I killed her and now shes lsot

[Solace @SS_CynicElision]

I must go back to where I was
I muts be lsot again
I have to
FOr her sake aadn mine

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I must get mroe questions for her, so we could relearn how to dance once mroe together

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I have to go back to the place where I was, before my muse stirs

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ANd out of options

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But I cant mvoe on. IM out of foundation, out of blocks, out of bricks

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I dont think I can go back to the place where I got my questions from.

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I have no questions to answer.

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She doesn't remember anything.

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My muse was shot dead on October 28

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October 28, 2016 should be the day after the dash after my date of birth

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Just...fuck you guys

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What the fuck are you on? O hyea. Ego and immaturity in the worst concoction/combination possible