Sam Sukendro

[Sam Sukendro @SSukendro]

talking until I get so sleepy I start saying gibberish

[Sam Sukendro @SSukendro]

You ever been pump faked by your mind into believing you were finally okay

[Sam Sukendro @SSukendro]

maybe I’ll stay for the innocent version of myself when I was happy

[Sam Sukendro @SSukendro]

My mom through her stifled tears asked me why have I looked so sad and I broke down and we wept for an hour fml

[Sam Sukendro @SSukendro]

It’s quite the nasty feeling when you wake up and you just wish you never did

[Sam Sukendro @SSukendro]

I need to be medicated with fucking cyanide or smthn stronger like accountability

[Sam Sukendro @SSukendro]

I’m genuinely the harbinger of sadness and sorrow. All I do is disappoint my family and make them cry

[Sam Sukendro @SSukendro]

and when you bury me in the dirt, not even weeds will grow

[Sam Sukendro @SSukendro]

Through her pained sobs she’d whisper “my beautiful son, my smart boy, my handsome boy, I’m proud of you, you deserve to be happy.” But how could any of that be true when I’m me

[Sam Sukendro @SSukendro]

I don’t even want to imagine how my mom would react if I did it

[Sam Sukendro @SSukendro]

I made my mom cry today by just existing. She asked me why do I look so sad

[Sam Sukendro @SSukendro]

Yall glow up to look good for the future I try to glow up to not look at myself with disgust when I look in the mirror

[Sam Sukendro @SSukendro]

I want to fucking drown

[Sam Sukendro @SSukendro]

Computa, administer double shot of anesthesia actually double that and keep doubling it and then double it one more time for good measure

[Sam Sukendro @SSukendro]

I fucking hate myself I’m a useless piece of shit who can’t fucking read emails in a timely manner and it’s fucking me in the ass fuck my stupid fucking brain

[wonnchann @wonnchann]

Because of you

[Sam Sukendro @SSukendro]

I’m lowk slipping and the rope to grab onto is getting shorter

[Sam Sukendro @SSukendro]

The ceiling can’t hold ME

[Sam Sukendro @SSukendro]

I used to have so much passion

[Sam Sukendro @SSukendro]

God gave me these hands to hold you and caress you, not to work at a desk all day