@acchabaathai pata nahi ive just fallen behind career wise i think had i taken things more seriously right from my teens id be somewhere by now instead of having nothing going for me professionally at almost 22 yk. as for socially yeah im not even addressing that dumpster fire ๐
cant decide whether im more distraught over my career potential being wasted or my social potential. probs social bc i still have a chance to salvage career. socially things are just never going to happen for me i think