I would die on this planet, any other and the ends of the world to ensure my family are NEVER sad.
My family (and friends) are my world.
I hope Toby chases balls, sits next to his “hooman” and forever is the weirdo dog he always was in the spiritual plane.
Oh no! My heart is breaking.
One of the most amazing animals, pet, companion my family has ever owned is about to pass on to a higher level 😭
I know my sister will be an absolute mess and I can’t be there with her.
Every. Single. Ounce of my love is with them 🥰
I honestly do NOT need the toxic energy of some people and last night I had to draw a line and cut off a new friendship!
The guy adding value to my life OR other friendships.
For fuck sake.
I honestly want everyone to SHUT UP.
The “noise” around me is deafening and I feel like no one is really wanting to listen.
My mum and sister help but I can’t always rely on them.
There are moments when you realise the crazy friend who always gets up to shenanigans with you ACTUALLY has a problem…
…tonight was that night for me. Invited out for dinner and wine. We go back to friend’s place where he proceeds to vomit and then pass out!
Like WTF?’ He had the same amount of food to eat as me and from what I saw the same amount to drink!
What am I missing?!
I want to help but I also need him to realise that tonight was NOT ok…especially since I came back after a funeral.
I go to Queenstown; people show me attention.
In Sydney; I could be hit by a car crossing the street when the light is green and the gays would look the other way.
The SAME gays who probably tried to hit on me in Queenstown 🤷♂️
At least I’m learning to be self sabotage less. As I get more and more into the dating pool I’m opening up.
I can only hope he does reach out and wants to stay in touch.
Damn! I got the feels for a cute guy at Winter Pride but freaked out and tried to not seem too interested or clingy and acted a bit of a mess at the finale party.
I text him explaining but I doubt he’ll try and connect with me again.