Your normal everyday people are narcissist and physchopath, they have little to zero, sense of empathy,
They usually think for themselves, and how to tackle and survive a bit longer than the competition, and that's about it
I'd rather be alone than be with the sheeps
A small set back, could take you a millions step backwards,, a big win just few steps ahead maintenance also apply
To avoid set backs, mistakes cannot be tolerated, Luck is fortune,
Constant work is a necessity, winning not guaranteed
Everything just keep repeating,it gets really dark when you realise most of us people just do the same thing over and over just till we die,,
Strive on Preparation, planing execution and repeat
Everyday i try to rationalise, in my head why should i prolong this game, try to insert reasons, what is it even for 10/10 times, i don’t win that argument,
Its an excessive battle,,in terms of logic it doesnt make sense
Figured why its terrible.. there is just too many souls,
Too much suffering
Too much competition
,
Just for the sake of it,
Life is Just about eliminating the obstacle,
Just to eliminate the obstacles again,
And again until they over come you eventually
>Wake up
>Depressed for a few hours
>Suddenly feel unstoppable for a few hours
>Suicidal for an hour
>Feel below mid for a few hours
>Feel good again
>Start feeling depressed again
>Go to sleep
This is unironically a normal day for me I'd consider this an ok day