𓏼˚̣̣̣𐂯 Rodion ᵎᵎ

This purgatorial existential torment boring as hell.

[𓏼˚̣̣̣𐂯 Rodion ᵎᵎ @SWEETESTBONE]

ཀ།† Rodion | he him | 19 | Christian.
ཀ།† Used to be a SHEDtwt account but now I just use it to complain, heed warning regardless.
ཀ།† System host; don't ask for specifics, it's invasive. :[

I like attention. :] — https://t.co/En6fdH71sH

[𓏼˚̣̣̣𐂯 Rodion ᵎᵎ @SWEETESTBONE]

Feeling like a prophet without any of the good parts. When will I be martyred because I'm kind of sick of this.

[akyra  @yourbabystrawb]

what happened calorically in august cannot happen again in september, amen

[𓏼˚̣̣̣𐂯 Rodion ᵎᵎ @SWEETESTBONE]

"You don't need to take HRT to be a man !" Maybe you don't because your dysphoria is minimal, but mine is debilitating. I also don't live in some open-minded Western region. "Just DIY !" No safe sources deliver here. There's no solution that won't put my life at risk.

[𓏼˚̣̣̣𐂯 Rodion ᵎᵎ @SWEETESTBONE]

I wouldn't have half the problems I do now had I been born male. I don't care if it's considered internalized transphobia or whatever, but I genuinely despise being trans. I am deeply unhappy partially because of being trans.

[𓏼˚̣̣̣𐂯 Rodion ᵎᵎ @SWEETESTBONE]

If you can be considered male even pre-T then good for you, but don't tell me that I'm still a man because I know that and it doesn't change anything. People won't look at me and see a man. I don't sound nor look like one. It's miserable.

[𓏼˚̣̣̣𐂯 Rodion ᵎᵎ @SWEETESTBONE]

@act0fgr4ce Skinny but not in a petite way, rather in that "beanstalk" type of manner.

[𓏼˚̣̣̣𐂯 Rodion ᵎᵎ @SWEETESTBONE]

How does anyone do anything. What's the secret for being able to do stuff. Am I just missing a vital part of the human brain and it just so happens that that specific part is what I need to do stuff.

[𓏼˚̣̣̣𐂯 Rodion ᵎᵎ @SWEETESTBONE]

Woke up from a nap earlier to messages from a close friend of mine. You can guess what it was about. Hope she rests well.

[𓏼˚̣̣̣𐂯 Rodion ᵎᵎ @SWEETESTBONE]

@SpongeBob8971 Respect your seniors. 😢

[𓏼˚̣̣̣𐂯 Rodion ᵎᵎ @SWEETESTBONE]

Found a white hair on my scalp earlier. Fun.

[lyuda @cinnie_kinnie]

I just saw the realest bio ever

[𓏼˚̣̣̣𐂯 Rodion ᵎᵎ @SWEETESTBONE]

@act0fgr4ce You skip breakfast and your body immediately starts turning on every single alarm as if you've manually sucked out all the nutrients yourself.

[𓏼˚̣̣̣𐂯 Rodion ᵎᵎ @SWEETESTBONE]

@SpongeBob8971 The way they talk about fat people is insane. Why so much focus on the jiggling and the squishing,,,, can we all be normal. Can we just say "I think fat people are hot," and leave it at that.

[𓏼˚̣̣̣𐂯 Rodion ᵎᵎ @SWEETESTBONE]

One of the worst aspects of ASPD is the chronic boredom. I'm in a constant state of understimulation—nothing brings me enough joy or entertainment to keep me tethered to it for long. I can't do anything because nothing brings me pleasure or a sense of fulfillment.

[𝖁𝖆𝖒𝖕𝖞𝖗𝖎𝖆 𓋹 @veilofcoffins]

“Our Lady of the blind Fate”

[𓏼˚̣̣̣𐂯 Rodion ᵎᵎ @SWEETESTBONE]

Gained weight. Too much of it.

[𓏼˚̣̣̣𐂯 Rodion ᵎᵎ @SWEETESTBONE]

@act0fgr4ce Blue cheese and brie cheese they could never make me hate you.

[𓏼˚̣̣̣𐂯 Rodion ᵎᵎ @SWEETESTBONE]

I want attention so badly right now it's not even funny. What's a man gotta do to get some attention around here.

[𓏼˚̣̣̣𐂯 Rodion ᵎᵎ @SWEETESTBONE]

@reiiashcroft Happy early birthday, and I do wish you the best especially in terms of your physical well-being. Get well soon, Rei, and take it easy. :] <3

[𓏼˚̣̣̣𐂯 Rodion ᵎᵎ @SWEETESTBONE]

Your prayers were not in vain. Gather, for we must celebrate this glorious triumph !

[𓏼˚̣̣̣𐂯 Rodion ᵎᵎ @SWEETESTBONE]

Pray I pass this final because if I don't, I'll have to pay the equivalent of 637 USD for two different courses instead of just one.