Self sabotaging everything good in life bcs feeling unworthy of good things happening to you is one of my worse struggles that no matter how much I work on it, I end up backpedaling π
19 days out from baby girls first Cole show & there are literally no words to describe how I feel knowing all the hours at work really about to pay off ππ½π₯Ή
First day of The Fall Off World Tour.
Crazy thinking back to the first tour we ever did to where it is now.
We use to show up with me as a janky DJ tryna figure it out to us sitting for days and weeks obsessing over light cues and the smallest details.
Go Time Now though!
Because why buddy walk toward me fast af, look me dead in the eyes & say βalright sandra, Iβm trusting you with this ok?? Iβm leaving everything in your hands now. If anyone bothers you just send them to the yard to sufferβ daaawg πππ