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muehehe

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udah nunungguin eh orangnya malah asik sendiri, sedih gasi selalu excited sendirian:(

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my biggest mistake was sending all those paragraphs thinking that talking it out was gonna fix anything but the answer is hurt me

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I'm trying my best to understand everything and be there for you. but it kinda hurts to seeing that you're okay while me I'm hurting here and craving for your time& presence

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sleep and wake up with a heavy heart, mau nangis pun kalau udah pagi gini ga bisa karna harus kuat dan terlibat baik baik aja dimata orang

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nyatanya w gapernah dianggap penting di kehidupan siapapun

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benci banget sama diri sendiri selalu bersikap kaya gini

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kalau lagi kalut juga selalu di biarin sendiri terus ditinggal tidur

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susah emang kalau jiwanya selalu kesepian hehe berharap ga sepi karna ada pacar tapi kalau misal dia sibuk atau banyak istirahat malah feeling lonely

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yahh bagian susah tidur lagi

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so sad liat gue yg random lama kelamaan kaya mati topik karna lebih banyak diemnya sekarang

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selalu banyak hal yg pengen di ceritain tapi karna chatannya dibales lama jadi lupa kadang juga jadi males cerita

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tapi misal giliran telpon pun dia kaya yg ga excited

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kaya gamau nyediain waktu gtu

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sedih banget, kenapa ya cowo gue tuh kaya ga kangen gue apa sekedar chat utu cukup yaa bagi dia sedangkan chat pun dibalesnya lama. terus giliran dia lagi ga sibuk pun tetep kaya gtu padahal butuh ngobrol di telpon pengen deeptalk cuma rasanya buat bilang tuh kaya ganggu dia:(

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katanya kalau cowo ga telpon atau jarang ngabarin cukup diemin aja beri ruang dia buat kangen. tapi nahan rasa kangen tuh gaenak pengennya telponan gtu cuma ya dia kayanya ga se excited gue:(

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@infoBMKG sampe kebangun dari mimpi

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gempaaaa?

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@caaazxxx red flag sih ini, biasanya kalau kaya gini ga sekali 2x mungkin ga keliatan aja mending sama cowo yg mau ngelamar aja kalau masalah cinta kan emang pasti seiring jalannya waktu pasti tumbuh apalagi kalau diperlakuin baik banget plis nanti juga kaka sadar "kok mau ya dlu sm mntan"

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00.35 still awake and overthinking

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starting hate myself again