Sadie Pines

It’s a dog-eat-dog world and I’m not wearing any underwear. LA based / NY trained / STL bred!

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Inspired By... Madonna's 'Bedt!me Stories' with Sadie Pines https://t.co/5nbm1n9Db7

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Hi.

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Wait, should I be more chaotic on this here app?!

[Golden Girls Podcast @GoldenGirlsPod]

Things got a little unhinged on this week’s rewatch of “Transplant!”

https://t.co/uRsnUu0QbF

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@Tender_oni @Jeopardy I’M READY AND WILLING

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@kaploded 🥰

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You’re welcome.

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It’s giving Jimmy from ‘Snap Out of It.’ Only Sadie is more than happy to win money at the supermarket!

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@SoGoodWeNamedlt MY FAVE!!!

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👀 @SadiePines

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@ricko_nasty I mean, they are good

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@ricko_nasty 🥰🥰🥰

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Good Evening @SadiePines we loved the Christmas card 🩷💙

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Real Talk: So I’ll be doing more video content for my various podcasts. I know it’s great and very much a good decision, but over the past few years I’ve gained weight and people seeing me as I am now makes me uncomfortable. (I feel compelled to explain “why” I gained weight, but I realize that’s my way of trying to soften it for others.)

I’m fully aware that much of my anxiety is self-induced, but it’s anxiety nonetheless. Being a “public” person is something I value, and I’m deeply grateful for the opportunity and to the small but mighty community of people who listen to what I have to say. (Sometimes scream.) Which is why I want to be transparent about what I’m feeling. (These are feelings I don’t easily share with most people.)

I used to do very unhealthy things to be skinny, and I achieved my “goals.” I got crazy skinny. But then I got exhausted trying to be this person I thought I was supposed to be. However, in the process of not caring about being skinny, I somehow became someone I’m attempting to hide from the world. (And yes, I’m in therapy.) I’ve passed on shows, events, in-person opportunities because I don’t want people to see me.

But now I have a deep desire to stop hiding. I’m still anxious and nervous and weird about a lot of things, but I’m f*cking over hiding. I’m taking steps to finding a healthy balance on how I navigate life publicly, both with my body and my mind. But ultimately, I’m trying to get to a place where my self-worth or talent or ability isn’t rooted in how I think people look at me. To quote Carolyn, one of my fave Survivor contestants, “LET ME LIVE!” I’m so ready to live again.

[Golden Girls Podcast @GoldenGirlsPod]

This week we watched The Golden Girls “Vacation” episode with Survivor’s own @CarsonGarrett_, who knows a thing or two about being on a deserted island! (Like the best place to go #2)

Listen to the full episode here: https://t.co/qdJYy1enyO

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@SoGoodWeNamedlt @GoldenGirlsPod @HAlanScott @squideatsquid 😂😂😂😂

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We lost butter queen, haven’t we suffered enough? @GoldenGirlsPod @HAlanScott @squideatsquid

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Slayed @eliotglazer @Alaska5000 @SadiePines @squideatsquid

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In the words of Stan “I’ve had them both?” 🤣

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@SoGoodWeNamedlt 😂

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@SoGoodWeNamedlt @HAlanScott OMG what is happening here?!? lol