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this is a place where I'll be posting quotes and mini stories about my life. enjoy
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~if your sad, stay~
2-then after I said that, she replied with "oh is it just for sympathy?" And I just felt broken since I know the real reason behind why I have it and yet she said that not knowing. now I just cant stop crying. I HATE how sensitive I am. Anyways, thanks for reading my problems. π
1- I have another mini storytime to show how pathetically sensitive I am.π So I came to my nans for a visit and I have a bandage on my arm to cover up my scars from my family. And she was able to see it and she said"what has happened to your wrist" and I said oh it's nothing.
Another one of my fears when I'm older is my kids hurting themselves without me knowing and them having to go through so much pain that they dont know what to do with their lives anymore.
#sadtweets
Pt.4 end-
I'm just too afraid to tell her and I already have a feeling that it's too late to ask for her help when I cant even help myself. I really need help. Does anyone have any suggestions on how to help my own wellbeing ,on my own, without my families help?
P.S: this is NOT a quote- pt.1
So I'm just sat downstairs with my mum ,feeling already very down, and suddenly she shouts to my sister upstairs saying "hun your book is here". My sister then comes running down to get it and I'm also curious about what book shes going on about.
Pt.3-
That instantly makes me feel even more alone and down than I already am. Just knowing that my mum is able to help out my sister with her stress while i just sit alone, without any help, on my own. I really need help encouraging myself to tell my mum about my depression.
It's hard listening to your siblings telling your parents about how school gives them anxiety and yet I havent got the guts to tell them that my whole life makes me depressed.
#sadquote
One of the worst things is when you constantly feel depressed, stressed and lonely but you have no one to tell or to tell you that they are always there for you when you need them
#sadquotes
It is really frustrating when people say that your starting to become ratty and moody but they dont actually know that you act that way because of them or how helpless they have actually made you feel on the inside.
#sadvibe#cluelessparents
Parents say:
"You need to grow up."
"You need to act more responsible." "What is wrong with you?"
But they have no clue what is going on in my life and how much I actually suffer in silence.
#sadquotes