Beware of hyper intellectual โfriendsโ that use big words & pretty phrases but are secretly lost.
Iโm washing my hands of it now. Never again & I mean NEVER.
Iโm not doing mental gymnastics to figure out what went wrong and where. For someone to categorize you amongst those that arenโt deserving is equivalent to someone spitting in your face. & To do so unprovoked is weird.
If someone does not give you the grace of a conversation before internalizing issues with you that you werenโt even aware were there. Thatโs an internal thing. Pray for them, seriously๐๐พ. Especially when it could have been fixed by a simple conversation.
I feel so betrayed. But the weird part is unlike when I was younger betrayal no longer feels painful or even makes me angry. Betrayal is now numbing. Itโs like, this should hurt but all I can think about is how I will NEVER let anyone crossed me in that way ever again.