stolasstruther

SaiKample They/Them 24

[stolasstruther @SaiKample]

@blitzshorsbich I think I saw something about Viv saying we will see the situation from Vassagos perspective at some point, I wonder if that will include what ‘visions’ or something of the sort he is having in those moments

[stolasstruther @SaiKample]

@lycheesandcum @Xx_Rwna_xX I’m screaming 🤣😭

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[stolasstruther @SaiKample]

Not to say either of them are being outright manipulative but I think it’s a great showing of how the cycle continues beyond ‘the arrangement’

[stolasstruther @SaiKample]

Can’t stop thinking about Blitzø continuously doing things with love but also an underlying expectation of relationship (improvement/advancement) and the incredibly blatant transaction of Vassago doing a grand financial gesture not entirely without hopes or expectations👀

[stolasstruther @SaiKample]

Also…. We have clearly seen that sexual compatibility is important for Stolas. If that isn’t the case between him and Vasaggo I don’t feel like that should be treated as a “shallow” reasoning.

[stolasstruther @SaiKample]

And he still chooses Blitzø, then both Stolas and Blitzø are in a place to know that the choice was made for the right reasons and Stolas has been given the opportunity to actually assess with himself “why Blitzø”.

[stolasstruther @SaiKample]

By his surroundings. It isn’t that I think Vassago will be judgmental or not enjoy the new side of Stolas but the moments when Blitzø and Stolas match each others freak emotionally or in conversation it feels like straight cocaine. There is an innate alignment between them

[stolasstruther @SaiKample]

That makes their connection special and I don’t think that will be found anywhere else.

All to say, if Stolas is given the choice of someone who is bold, charismatic, spontaneous, red & in love with him, who could also provide him a comfortable life and access to his daughter

[stolasstruther @SaiKample]

Status and manners, Stolas has been free to be loud, silly, cringe, improper, he can be sassy and funny and “too much”. With Blitzø he can look over and see Blitzø most likely outdoing him, with Vassago, they met at a time where Stolas was the most influenced and indoctrinated

[stolasstruther @SaiKample]

MEANT EVERYTHING to him for so long.
As it stands Blitzø is the only person who can actually give him both things, they just haven’t gotten the chance yet but I do think Stolas needed to feel romance and lust separately
Or to different extents to create space for what it means

[stolasstruther @SaiKample]

To have both intensely with Blitzø.

“If I let myself go
Be carried by your song
What will happen to my own”

- This line from crimson sky (this may be a stretch) feels like a reminder that Stolas can be the most himself with Blitzø.
- With Blitzø there is no expectation of

[stolasstruther @SaiKample]

- Safeword
Stolas is a romantic, he wants to feel love and emotion but that doesn’t mean he isn’t fulfilled by sex and specifically exploring himself through kink.
We see him getting his sexual needs met but he refers to it as meaning nothing, whereas the same things with Blitzø

[stolasstruther @SaiKample]

But is a representation of free will and choices leading to success especially in the eyes of Stolas. Stolas is seeing an Imp break systems he thought could not be altered, this is TANGIBLE! I think this is the difference of being offered a choice and learning you CAN CHOOSE.

[stolasstruther @SaiKample]

Roles and systems can be broken. Vassago offered a beautiful oasis fantasy/ too good to be true and ultimately a ‘maybe’. Blitzø from the moment they meet again is a representative of someone who has already made the choices, taken the leap, did not have a beautiful journey

[stolasstruther @SaiKample]

Stolas had no examples of this being possible, all he knew for sure were the consequences that could come with failing & those that would be let down if he did succeed.

Blitzø however taught Stolas not that choices exist but that HE could choose. Blitzø existence is proof that

[stolasstruther @SaiKample]

Loves about Blitzø/ what makes him different in the way that Stolas can’t live without him despite it all.

“You taught me I could choose”
Vassago gave Stolas A choice, but it was a choice full of mystery, an uncharted path that was spontaneous and nothing was for certain.

[stolasstruther @SaiKample]

First thread kinda nervous
😖👉🏻👈🏻
The past 2 episodes have really left my head spinning, def not helpful that I stayed up until 2am watching them and then immediately logged in to see is all distraught
BUT
I saw someone in the fandom whose work I adore mention the feeling of

[stolasstruther @SaiKample]

Better on paper option and chose Blitzø anyways KNOWING what the consequences will be when he makes that choice.

Long preamble BUT I think these plotlines of going directly at the things we know stolas to love about Blitzø forge the path towards showing us what Stolas ACTUALLY

[stolasstruther @SaiKample]

On the stand because he knew that he had a role in it all and they did not deserve to die for his choice. For them both to get rid of doubts of how each other feels or if the feelings stem from a love of each others personhood vs trauma bond or proximity. Stolas has to have a

[stolasstruther @SaiKample]

Not Blitzø to validate how different he feels with Blitzø & they both need Stolas to CHOSE Blitzø over the easier option.
What Stolas did for Blitzø wasn’t easy but it was spur of the moment and life or death, Stolas likely would have done the same thing if it were Loona or M&M

[stolasstruther @SaiKample]

Decision in these circumstances?

We know that blitzø loves Stolas for Stolas because he’s met and dated plenty of people that he did not feel this strongly for.

Stolas could count the genuine connections he has had in his life on one hand.

Ultimately Stolas needs to feel