Sam aka Lola Lament

Horror junkie/Podcaster/Burlesque Performer/Former WDW cast member/ Hardcore wrestler fan

[Sam aka Lola Lament @SamModen]

Deciding on wether to keep calling the podcast And Sometimes There’s Scotch Horror Review or changing it to Dark Lament Reviews. And since I suck at decision making y’all get to decide #podcast #horrorpodcast

[Sam aka Lola Lament @SamModen]

Welp my brain is on ‘I suck/ I’m a failure’ mode. Fun

[Sam aka Lola Lament @SamModen]

Dear self
Stop picking at old wounds.

[Sam aka Lola Lament @SamModen]

So my husband is going to think he’s a terrible dad just because his adoptive son has decided to enter his terrible 20s

[Sam aka Lola Lament @SamModen]

@LemonNerdBoy I ❤️ the Bettendorf Library.

[Sam aka Lola Lament @SamModen]

Realizing I have a lot of childhood trauma. My son doing normal baby/toddler things is triggering my fight or flight response

[Sam aka Lola Lament @SamModen]

Ah yes the hour nap I took at 1pm today should be sufficient to get me through work tomorrow

[Sam aka Lola Lament @SamModen]

Didn’t get gifts on world goth day. Probably won’t get any on Pansexual Visibility Day. Lame

[Sam aka Lola Lament @SamModen]

@JimTo515 Yeah. Lots of blended families with multiple children. I think minimum kid count on everyone is 3.

[Sam aka Lola Lament @SamModen]

Planned a zoo trip with my mom. My aunt invited herself and all her children/grandchildren. There’s 20 of them

[Sam aka Lola Lament @SamModen]

Waiting on therapy. Receptionist/random man is incredibly rude.

[Sam aka Lola Lament @SamModen]

Time to go hide in the bathroom so I can get alone time.

[Sam aka Lola Lament @SamModen]

@dustinrhodes @DakotaRunnels22 He’s beautiful ❤️ congratulations

[Sam aka Lola Lament @SamModen]

Asked for suggestions on an alternative haircut/stylist because my hair style is alternative. Someone assumed it was because I have sensory issues. Add that to the list of reasons I wish I was dead.

[Sam aka Lola Lament @SamModen]

@JimTo515 I have an appointment next week and will be bringing up going more frequently. Facebook or here for messages?

[Sam aka Lola Lament @SamModen]

I think I need to see my therapist more than once every 3 weeks. I’m not doing ok

[Sam aka Lola Lament @SamModen]

@JimTo515 How was it?

[Sam aka Lola Lament @SamModen]

It’s been 4 months since I spoke to my sister.

[Sam aka Lola Lament @SamModen]

How is he already 6 months?

[Sam aka Lola Lament @SamModen]

I think I have parental burn out.

[Sam aka Lola Lament @SamModen]

So Twitter’s going down. I’m on Instagram as Lola_Lament