@Dani__318 Girl, I got to the hospital at 11:30, was at a 2. Went to 6cm in a hour and was at 10 another 45 minutes later. Labor was 4 hours long and I pushed for 6mins 🙄
@rrreeggaann Don’t be worried about labor and delivery. Worst part for me was contractions but I was only in labor 4 hours and I pushed for 6 minutes and my baby boy was here.
If I ever have disassociated myself/ act like I don’t care when ur talking
I PROMISE I RLLY DO
there’s just so much going on in my head and I don’t want us to both end up crying
i don’t think i will ever be able to forgive myself for the hurt/damage i brought to those closest to me while i was on drugs & everyday that i add onto my sobriety i wish i could share with those same people. cuz i know they always wanted the best for me & i know they’d be proud
i just turned 20 & i honestly grew up believing i would never make it this far& i don’t know what to do with myself now.but i had 2 or 3 people that specifically said they were happy i still am here yesterday & those few people shined some light on me&my darkness. i’m v thankful.