yeah breakups hurt, but have you ever been a super talkative, enthusiastic person but slowly over the years and after trauma you watch yourself become more quieter and quieter to the point where that enthusiastic bubbly person just isn’t who you are anymore?
I'm grown enough to admit that due to the bs i was put through. I'm a hard person to be with. I overthink and worry, i'm very hard to understand. i'm beyond territorial, I expect nothing but the worse. I self-sabotage and require a lot of patience. But I also know that I can love like no other, i can give you the world as mine is falling apart.