Samba99

studying at ASRAM MEDICAL COLLAGE

[Charanfied @iderepeatavvudi]

assalu #RC17 genre enti

[Dr Mouth Matters @GanKanchi]

Confessions and realities

42M, 55LPA

I am a 42-year-old man with a senior job in IT. I have a house in Chennai, a supportive wife, and two children. On paper, everything about my life looks perfect. I have achieved all the things society says a man should achieve.

In my twenties, life felt different. I had friends to spend time with. We would hang out at Marina Beach and Besant Nagar beach, watch movies at Rohini, Udayam, and Kasi theatres, and ride around Mount Road on my RX100.

In my thirties, I had colleagues to talk with over tea breaks. We would discuss apartments, onsite trips, and share random stories about life and work.

But now, in my forties, life has turned into a quiet routine. My phone rarely rings for anything personal. Most calls are about office work, bank alerts, or someone from home asking me to pick up milk on the way back.

The loneliness of a man in his forties is unusual. I am not physically alone, but I often feel like a machine.

When I enter my home, I am simply “Appa.” I am the person who pays school fees, fixes the Wi-Fi, and handles repairs. My wife is busy with her work and the kids. My children are teenagers now, living in their own worlds and their own rooms. They love me, but they mostly see me as the person who provides comfort and stability. They no longer see me as an individual.

At the office, I am the senior person. I am expected to have all the answers. I cannot tell my team that I feel tired. I cannot tell my boss that I sometimes struggle to keep up with new technologies. I must appear confident and strong, even when I quietly worry about the future.

Sometimes I drive home slowly from work just to spend a few extra minutes in the car. I listen to songs from my college days.
For those fifteen minutes, I am not a manager or a father. I am simply myself again.

I realize that I have not had a real conversation about my feelings with anyone in years.

My old friends now exist mostly as names on WhatsApp. We send “Happy Birthday” or “Congratulations” messages, but rarely talk. When we meet at weddings, our conversations revolve around our children’s grades or the cars we drive. We never talk about what we actually feel.

The hardest part is that I cannot even complain. If I tell my family that I feel lonely, they look confused and say, “But we are all here with you.”
They do not understand that a person can be surrounded by people and still feel like they are on a desert island.

Society teaches men that if they provide money and security, they have succeeded in life.
But no one teaches us how to deal with the silence that comes with it.

I have built a beautiful life for everyone around me, but sometimes it feels like there is no space left for me inside it.

And maybe… this is what life in your forties feels like.

[Magnus Vigsø @MagnusVigso]

Say what you want about thumppulling, but until you have actully tried it yu cannot bash the health benefits it has

It's not just a 'looksmaxxing' grift, it's benefits carries over much more than just improving your facial aesthetic

Releasing cranial sutures, realigning the skull, opening up the airways, makes you feel 10x better

You're not aware of how much tension youre have until you actually work on it

[Today In History @historigins]

Hardest cut in TV history

[BABBLU 🐯 @Babbluuu9999]

This swinging is too sexy 🔥
That last one is 🔥🔥

[spruce 🐾 @GiveMeATailJob]

no fucking way you fucking bitch

[RapperPandit @RapperPandit]

🚨Creators of These Indic Paintings🔥

1. Shishupal Vaddh

ITALIAN PAINTER
Giampaolo Tomassetti
Born 1955
ISKCON Name: Jnananjana Dasa

[EpicCommentsTelugu @EpicCmntsTelugu]

The song is cool,

but Prithvi Raj’s entry could have been much better if the Hotstar camerawork hadn’t fcked it up.
#Varanasi
https://t.co/07gT1PpOU8

[Lucif3r. @Luci_twtz]

Never thought I’d see Arcane level animation in an Indian production 🥵

#BaahubaliTheEternalwar

[సర్ధార్ సర్వాయి పాపన్న @kaloji2022]

సంతోషంలో లైసెన్స్, ఇన్స్యూరెన్స్, పొల్యూషన్ అడగలేదు

[je t'aime Charan @Harysh_cherry]

Rama Raju aka Ram Charan appreciation thread #RamCharan @RRRMovie

[రాG🌸 OG gadi pilla😎❣️ @RGNithya_pspk]

వస్తున్నాడు పిఠాపురం🔥🔥🔥🔥

@PawanKalyan 🔥🔥🔥🔥

[Vinod @TDPNextGen]

హరిరామ జోగయ్య, ముద్రగడ పద్మనాభం, దాసరి రాము, బొలిశెట్టి సత్యనారాయణ, కేడిఎస్ ఇలాంటి వాళ్ళ కాపు కులం పేరుతో పబ్బం గడుపుకుంటూ కులం రొచ్చులో ప���ర్లుతూ జన��ేన పార్టీని, పవన్ కల్యాణ్ గారిని ఒక కాపు కులానికి మాత్రమే పరిమితం చేస్తున్నారు. జనసేన పార్టీనీ కేవలం ఒక్క కాపు పార్టీగా అందరూ గుర్తించాలని మిగత కులాలను జనసేనకు దూరం చేస్తే వైసీపీకి లాభం జరుగుతుందని అదే ఈ హరిరామ జోగయ్య, దాసరి రాము లాంటి వాళ్ల ఉద్దేశం. ఇలాంటి వాళ్లను జనసేన ఎంత దూరం పెడితే అంతగా అన్ని వర్గాలకు దగ్గరవచ్చు.

[WIZU 🖤 @Wizu_Tweets]

#SalaarGoesGlobal

A Thread 🧵

[Kings @Observe99945]

Ila ra nuvvu @NostanStan adi vanga anthe ee interview ayyina boss gurinchi lekund interview complete cheyadu

[Pawan Kalyan @PawanKalyan]

Respected Pradhan Mantri ji,
@narendramodi
@PMOIndia

Contd…

[Kreately.in @KreatelyMedia]

Reddy brothers put Bollywood in its place 😂

[SPY @Just__SP]

HBD Betiyar