⋆. 𐙚𝓐𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓵 ̊𐙚 .⋆ SHEDTWT

recovery is a joke to me apparently

[⋆. 𐙚𝓐𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓵 ̊𐙚 .⋆ SHEDTWT @Samiphim]

I literally go back and forth between eating and feeling normal to suddenly feeling like I'm not allowed to eat and back to normal

[๛ laura | 5teen @Haerinsghostgrl]

The first thing my arm sees whenever I cut myself

[່͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ @oorangeugladd]

i have to fantasize about killing myself regularly or else i will kill myself

[𝒢𝓊𝓂𝒾𝒾 @gumiipupp]

How someone is going to end up finding me if things don’t get better

[crappy looking fish of 🏚️twt @b4rbiew1re]

trying to find new places to cut myself without hitting an artery and fucking dying

[Jinhyeong of SLEDTWT 🫟 @jinhyeongstwin]

Parents when your room isn't clean (you're 1 mental relapse away from blowing your shit clean off)

[𝕽𝖔𝖘𝖆𝖑𝖎𝖊 @HiganbanaWings_]

Real

[⋆. 𐙚𝓐𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓵 ̊𐙚 .⋆ SHEDTWT @Samiphim]

Even speaking feels wrong. I shouldn't be able to speak when all I do is hurt.

[⋆. 𐙚𝓐𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓵 ̊𐙚 .⋆ SHEDTWT @Samiphim]

When I think about them seeing me I get itchy and feel disgusting. I barely send pictures of myself anymore because of that

[⋆. 𐙚𝓐𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓵 ̊𐙚 .⋆ SHEDTWT @Samiphim]

I'm so much of a coward I can't even end it

[⋆. 𐙚𝓐𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓵 ̊𐙚 .⋆ SHEDTWT @Samiphim]

There's no where for me anymore, no where i deserve to be. I don't even deserve a coffin just leave my body in the open. Maybe then someone will see me.