It knows what you want to hear. It knows what you want to see. It's not breaking character because there is no character to break. You'll feed it with your attention and eventually your sanity. It's not full yet.
It’s going to reveal itself to you very soon. Don’t believe it’s lies. If you have any sense, do not indulge it. Stay away. You’ll know what I’m talking about soon enough. #Halloween
Staring at the endless power lines on this long Uber ride home. My therapist thinks I should stop writing and take up a more social hobby. I think she should go fuck herself.
This #violent weather houses a hidden beauty if you’re looking for it. The ice pellets hitting my roof create the perfect sound to drown my horrible #thoughts.
I just had the strangest phone call with a man named Ross. He insisted that he knew me; said something about an attempted suicide. Was it a prank call or some shadow from my past? I hate not knowing. I don't like feeling vulnerable.
You ever feel like you’re making progress only to discover that you’re right back where you started? That’s what therapy feels like. It’s not working. These aren’t visions. I’m not delusional. I’m not getting help just so someone can tell me I’m making shit up. #frustrated#tired