@pattzwarner I agree that it takes the fun out of reading but it’s also honestly been helping me discover more books. HOWEVER I’m always at least a little bit disappointed when the show/movie isn’t like the book, the book is ALWAYS better.
when she starts crying because of stress, it turns into crying over family, crying over her past mistakes, crying over losing her person, crying over the fact that they'll leave her eventually, io crying about her body, and crying over her entire life