the feeling of watching a show and being obsessed with it, having something to look forward too after a long tiring week, the only thing that makes you happy is that one episode>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
fast forwarding my life at 60, if Allah wills ofc, panicking less would have been good for my mental health. I should have avoided the constant state of fight and flight I was in.
The bgm just changes the whole feel of the show I fear I'm falling in love. 🥹
{also howwww insanely handsome is çağatay, the forever emir to my feriha, the og crush after kıvanç ofc}
I like the bond between selim and yaman, there seems like a deep rooted connection and striking similarities. And liking how yaman is adjusting in their house. How funny is mert? love their bond so far. At the same time I'm apprehensive too but I'm gonna enjoy for now.
Major cheat code for life: Always assume things will work out, then do the work to make it true. It’s a mindset of active optimism. Earned faith. It creates a quiet confidence that allows you to tolerate the uncertainty of life better than anything else.
My therapist told me
"We need to talk about the trauma of being the 'good kid' who grew up to be the exhausted adult. You spent your entire childhood chasing gold stars, keeping the peace, and making sure you never caused a single inconvenience for the adults around you. You became hyper-vigilant about reading the room, managing everyone else's moods, and burying your own needs so deep you forgot they existed. Now, you're an adult who physically panics at the thought of disappointing a stranger, handles conflict like a death sentence, and feels guilty just for resting. You weren't actually an 'easy' child-you were just a child who learned very early that your safety depended on your compliance. It is time to stop auditioning for everyone else's approval and start learning who you are when you aren't trying to save the day.
ulaş is soo good with the micro expressions. betrayal, heartbreak, anger, pain, reassurance. everything in a split second with that eye contact at 0.03 - iconic.