mom was comforting my little sister ahead of her thesis defense today, telling her she should be more like me, self-reliant and not so emotional. little did she know i literally cried for hours after my own defense bc of the pressure of handling everything by myself
I often catch myself looking at something beautiful and waiting for it to affect me, which is already a form of dishonesty because I’m not looking at the thing anymore but at myself looking at it, performing a sensibility I just don’t have
no. it doesnt imrpove anything. actually if you read your brain starts turning into mush and writing becomes impossible. what you need to do is to watch at least 100 tiktoks a day and like 50 tweets a day as bare minimum. it will allow you to reach the greatest heights