So bright the flames burned in our hearts that we found each other in the dark. ›› Carmilla Book + Webseries Based · Lady Killer / Lesbian · #Shakesqueer ‹‹
Carmilla sneaks under the covers of @ReconditeCandor’s bed... well, she guesses it was /their/ bed now.
She loves Laura’s yellow pillow still. It smells like her.
@SheWasStarlight “For good? I don’t think I’ve been able to settle down somewhere for too long. I have to keep moving,” Carmilla admitted.
Most of the time she had moved in the past was because she was running, however. So it had become a habit.
@SheWasStarlight “She popped the question pretty randomly and I couldn’t quite say no.”
Carmilla turned her attention back to Lillian from her reminiscing.
“Still. How have you kept yourself busy?”
@SheWasStarlight “Honestly, pretty great. The fiancée has been doing her own thing. I’m just glad to be back to vampire.”
A lot had happened in the past year and a half. Lilly was sure to be confused. “How have you been?”
@SheWasStarlight Carmilla couldn’t help but smile once Lillian pulled back. She turned to look at the self proclaimed Southern Belle.
“Long time no see!”
@SheWasStarlight The tall and blonde did not give anything away. The woman could be many of the thousands Carmilla had previously hooked up with.
But the Southern Belle and the accent? That was enough for Carmilla.
“Lillian?”
@SheWasStarlight Carmilla does not move a single muscle. While she could flip the mystery person around and pin them to the nearest surface with ease, she didn’t.
“Now who could this be?”
@ArduousBruiser Carmilla cringes at the physical contact, not being used to it unless it was from her girlfriend. She stayed frozen as Józefina hugged her.
“Uh...”
@ArduousBruiser “The parts of how I view myself as a despicable monster and the guilt of how I’ve handed over so many innocents to my mother as sacrificial lambs? How I don’t feel deserving of love?”
Welp, Carmilla opened up suprisingly fast on that one.
Not to be a sap but she literally loves @ReconditeCandor so damn much she could explode and would relive her being trapped in a coffin for decades if it meant she could spend an eternity with her.
@ArduousBruiser “It would distract from the broodiness and self hatred and guilt thing I have going on. They add character to my personality,” Carmilla admitted with a shrug.
@ArduousBruiser “In that case... Jozefina... I don’t know how to say this to you... And I hope you don’t view me differently... But I... I’m gay.”
Carmilla’s got jokes.