I strongly believe that EVERY job should grant their employees at least 6 mental health days a year. Bare minimum! Right now I am going through it but I'm not sick so I can't call off.
The fact that it's perfectly fine for you to disrespect me but the moment I utter one disrespectful thing all hell breaks loose is crazy! You can keep that toxic behavior! I don't need any of that over this way!
You wonder why I don't trust you. Why would I? You still talking to her heck y'all might still be dating and I'm left in the dark yet you wonder why she lives rent free in my head?! It's because of YOU!
I'm always to blame even for the things that YOU'VE done! You kept Temika a secret for a long time and now I'm just supposed to believe that you are no longer in communication with her. Yet I ask you to see your phone so that I can check for myself and you say no.
You don't understand the woman that I've become. You will, as you see me walk away from your disrespect, your ignorance, and most importantly your mishandling of my emotional state.
Crazy thing is you say I don't respect you but you brought a whole other woman into our relationship. Where is my respect? Then you just hung up on me. Where is my respect?
When I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired I'm gone. Just like you told me whenever you get ready you'll stop texting her. Well whenever I get ready I'm gonna leave you! I know I'm the best thing you've ever had. You fumble me the first time.
My heart don't deserve this, the people that you have looking up to you don't deserve this, nobody deserves this type of hurt and pain. I know I'm complaining about right now but I promise you, I left you before and I'm gonna do it again.
So, August 28th is when I found out that you were texting another woman. Also, the same day I told you to choose her or me. Your answer "I choose you but, I'll quit texting her whenever I get ready to stop." I should've left your behind then but I didn't! I regret it everyday! 😪
The crazy thing is when we were together before you didn't choose me. We are together now and you are not choosing me. My parents don't choose me. I've lost friends for not choosing me. When does someone choose me?
When you drink you become very irresponsible. I've been the one to have your back in those moments and yet you still want to keep texting Tameka. Please keep texting her maybe she can make sure you good from now on.