Wild how not having kids puts us in this weird parallel universe where even my mother doesn’t bother to include me in plans or makes it a last minute effort….. like oh yea my other kid, I’ll invite her two minutes before hand and expect her to be there… 😒
I WANT to be a morning person. I feel so much better then I get up and have a coffee in my pjs and have time to fully put myself together but my sleeping self has a vendetta 😭 helppp
I have never felt so many unprocessed emotions all at once. My chest feels like a war is going on inside of it. Anxiety, gratitude, love, relief, especially anger so much anger. 💔 I’m exhausted.
I accidentally started a new series that only has two episodes out and new ones are released every Thursday…. How did we live without binging a whole series growing up? 😆
Hate having a job that drains my social battery by the end of the week and then I just want to be home and sleep and see nobody. I miss my friends and family.
Sitting @ dinner in the middle of a crowded bar/restaurant, scrolling through my fb feed & landed on a baby clothing page that is just my style, swipe right a few times and land on a bracelet with a name, instant tears… that’s it… If I ever get lucky enough that’s her name… 👶🏼
Hardest thing about having trouble conceiving is the smallest reminders that come out of nowhere, like missing out on cute little announcement opportunities & shopping for littles in the family. I feel so much love but still a little melancholy. 🤍
Funny how almost a year later my name still gets drug through the mud yet I’ve never spoke out on how shitty I was treated when I left that poor excuse for a job…
@prettygirlsass1 knows when I make one of my yearly trips to Twitter (X) cuz she’s the only one who interacts with my shit and I like every comment from 6+ months ago 😆
Hardest thing about having trouble conceiving is the smallest reminders that come out of nowhere, like missing out on cute little announcement opportunities & shopping for littles in the family. I feel so much love but still a little melancholy. 🤍
You know what’s soul crushing? Literally living to serve everyone but yourself and still feeling so unappreciated. I unintentionally completely neglect myself and suffer completely alone.