Dani | 🍃🔥✨💀🌻 era

(30) Sex, drugs, and mental illness✌🏾 Learning how to be a better me | Psychonaut. Philosopher. Dreamer. Scientist. Wanderer. Neurodiverse. ൫

[Dani | 🍃🔥✨💀🌻 era @ScienceBones]

Virtual diary

Surviving the best I can while starting a new life. Been healing from a pile of trauma. It's an uphill climb, but worth it. I have WAY more joy now than I did a year ago

My mental health is more stable & now I'm focusing on my physical health & my ortho is flaring

[Dani | 🍃🔥✨💀🌻 era @ScienceBones]

And it also creates a whole section of the house that's "mine" & announces my roomie's passage like some entry guard

[Dani | 🍃🔥✨💀🌻 era @ScienceBones]

Having a gate on my side of the house is more freeing than annoying actually

We put up one to keep the cats from trying the front door. And it also helps to keep their dander out of my room

[Dani | 🍃🔥✨💀🌻 era @ScienceBones]

Found an ED therapist thats either UW or near it

Ma'am.....go find another job. How am I supposed to trust you can help me with this, when you can't even help you with it?

[Dani | 🍃🔥✨💀🌻 era @ScienceBones]

Like I'm not saying you aren't capable of good and valuable thoughts
But you are not practiced in the are of making assessments and learning from them
It's my life on the line. These are my mistakes to make, and if I'll be straying from that it'll be from an educated perspective.

[Dani | 🍃🔥✨💀🌻 era @ScienceBones]

It's hard to take critique from people who haven't accomplished a goal in years

[Dani | 🍃🔥✨💀🌻 era @ScienceBones]

Best seaweed snacks I've had in my life. They have a proper crunch and taste sooooo good

[Dani | 🍃🔥✨💀🌻 era @ScienceBones]

Lotion later. Crusty as hell but it can wait. That 15min took 1.2 out of my 5 spoon budget.

[Dani | 🍃🔥✨💀🌻 era @ScienceBones]

Made myself shower. Urrrg it was so bad. But it was only 15min. And I'm clean now

[Dani | 🍃🔥✨💀🌻 era @ScienceBones]

@MELAGLOBIN 🥺🫶🏾 yes of course!

[Dani | 🍃🔥✨💀🌻 era @ScienceBones]

This place isn't what I'm seeking for my quasi-recovery. I'm playing around with bsky to see if I can find anything better.

But like both edtwt and recovtwt are full of people triggering themselves and posting content others can use to compare themselves with

[Dani | 🍃🔥✨💀🌻 era @ScienceBones]

And I'm not fully happy with how the meeting is going without my leadership. But I don't think that was ever happening tbh

[Dani | 🍃🔥✨💀🌻 era @ScienceBones]

So I be doing too much, I technically have three jobs now.

Today was the community organizing one. And I am just so off my rocker I had to step back and be like "nothing that comes out of my mouth will be grounded in my values. I'm too activated."

[Hustlanani @hustlanani]

I fuck with 2025 simply because it made me fuck with myself more

[Dani | 🍃🔥✨💀🌻 era @ScienceBones]

@MELAGLOBIN Nom!

[The Notorious J.O.V. @whotfisjovana]

this is so valid

[Dani | 🍃🔥✨💀🌻 era @ScienceBones]

So yeah. Thats why I am so frustrated by recovery communities here. Because no one seems to focus on anything but food fear and their negative body image.

[Dani | 🍃🔥✨💀🌻 era @ScienceBones]

If you don't learn to listen you'll always be sick