Everyday just feels like I’m working and waiting for de@th, that’s all. It’s so boring, I want to get lost in the wild, and perhaps just di3 there, get away from everything, read books, find something to eat, have my own place, that’s all.
"I am sunk in misfortunes so I'm thinking of you right now, O Durga! You are boundless and an ocean of compassion for bhaktas. Do not think my feelings as false, as when children are afflicted with hunger and thirst, they naturally remember their mother."