@PrincessSarinna I know times seem dark, especially when you dont feel good. But you always have to try to smile sweetheart. Find the joy in anything, joke, laugh, and be happy. Because sometimes, thats the first step. You'll make it darlin, I believe in you.
@BurntWisteria I know how you feel. In my family my grandfather was the big christmas person. Decorations, food, gifts, the whole nine yards. He passed December 22nd about 8 years ago now. And its never felt the same since.