I knew this would happen but fucking hell its hard today. I've smashed my phone screen, my air con broke and I've ate twice today and twice it's not been what I've thought it was gonna be and had to toss it.
I know it's only been a few weeks but going from a a solid group of friends in a comfortable setting to living alone. In a country that's not English speaking and knowing about 4 people is hard.
As the day gets closer the gravity of this move is starting to set in. I'm defo buzzed and I really canny wait but I'm absolutely shitting it at the same time. What am I actually gonna do without all the troops ๐