seb

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Jejune - “The Early Stars”

live show Portland Oregon 8/29/98

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fake SFX ai halloween makeup

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fake SFX ai halloween makeup

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I think i might be a terrible person

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just noticed i did this thread wrong fml

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i’m thinking about slitting my wrists

(pathetic vent) thread

[Horace @DISC0NS0LATENES]

19.09
Not counting the calories anymore I can kinda estimate how much I eat now. Went on a run and two walks.

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@Goremejy how pathetic u tell me

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how do i ask for friends on here without sounding pathetic?

#oomfs

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So i’ll just slit my wrists, go to the ward for a bit and maybe hopefully get help, because i’ve asked but everyone thinks i’m fine but I can’t take this anymore

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i’m thinking about slitting my wrists

(pathetic vent) thread

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not as suicide attempt though, as much as I would love to kill myself I can’t right now.

I just want the attention, and I know that’s probably bad to say but i’m being honest, I want the people around me to know im struggling, I feel like no one takes me seriously

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But I can’t kill myself, fuck I wish I could but I just can’t, I pay a lot of my parents bills, and things for my younger brothers and I know if I died i’d be fucking them over financially, not to mention emotionally it would destroy my family

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I get up, I shower, I eat, I go to work, I talk, so people assume i’m okay, i’m not, i’m tired, not the kind of tired where you sleep, i’m tired deep in my soul and my bones, i’m exhausted, and I don’t want to do it anymore, I don’t want to do anything anymore

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I’m sick of it all, i’m sick of brushing my teeth every morning, and taking to people, and paying bills, and the stress, everything i’m so done. I’m aware life has good things and things to live for, I have things to live for but i’m selfish and I don’t want to

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@Goathunyaar ok i will 4 u

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@Hairiryukata yeah i look pissed so what?

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why do people look at me weird when i’m in a terrible mood?

am I not allowed to be upset? sorry i’m not fucking happy all the time

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@nrxykv ok try again mb mb

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HI EVERYONE i cant respond to every comment but if u wanna be friends shoot me a dm :)

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how do i ask for friends on here without sounding pathetic?

#oomfs

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@nrxykv Oh SHIT SORRY

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@fallen8080 yes

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kinda wanna post an intro but no one cares that much

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@nrxykv *pops boner*

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@foxfoxfoxthe thank you 3)

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@GirlFailureXx ok bro