Seiichi Productions

Just your average joe trying to put on a good show.
model by @blackpsychelock
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[Seiichi Productions @SeiiProductions]

What do you do
When everything you are
Is wrapped up in
Everything you don't have
And letting go of it
Tears your heart into tiny bits.

The world still needs sad bois right?
To say out loud the things you won't
To let you know you're not alone

I want to be a place you can hang your regret
Not a reminder of things you want to forget
Somewhere you can come and know it's safe to cry
So the sadness can linger here, and you can get by.

Life is tough but I'm still moving on
One day at a time, with heavy steps
Even when tomorrow has no hope
I step out again, and give it another try.
And I know, you can too.

[Seiichi Productions @SeiiProductions]

My hurting heart longs for a friend
With whom it can slowly mend
One who will listen to my sadness daily
Who will often ask 'how have you been lately?'

Someone for me to cling to
For my tears to sing to
So the sadness deep inside
No longer needs to hide

A friend not afraid of the time
It will take this heart of mine
To become empty of it's tears
And find hope in future years

Strong enough to endure the pain
As my soul cries out in vain
For there is no hope it has found
That another would ever stick around

That someone would ever say:
'let me be your wife
So you needn't fear loneliness
For the rest of your life'

[Seiichi Productions @SeiiProductions]

A Season of Sand

Life today is not what was planned
As it brings more sorrow than I understand
For all I've toiled for is but sand
That I've watched slip through my hand

Yet amidst the silent tears at night
I've found those that make it alright
In whose company I laugh with all my might
In whose company my sorrows take flight

With whom my days I do spend
In whose company my heart does mend
Where my mind loves to pretend
This season will never end.

Even though I know at times we must be apart
It doesn't stop the pain in my tattered heart
Nor the ceaseless fears my mind does cart
As I am wise enough to know, one day, they will depart.

I do not want to be that one downer of a friend
And I believe my sadness will never rescind
So I act as if the struggle was left behind
Believing no one need pay it any mind

After all, I've struggled with this lonely heart yearly
With its daily sting that comes in no measure called merely
That I hide even though I believe they care for me dearly,
Yet, for my silence I must beg their forgiveness sincerely.

I find that in this matter honesty to be dreadful
As sharing a pain with no solution is regretful
And past mistakes drive me to be too careful
As friends do not want friends that make life stressful

So I plan to place this burden on me alone forever
To silently carry on through this stormy weather
Knowing the solution to it will be mine never
Yet in knowing this pain, I find the desire for one endeavor

I have nothing greater that I desire
Than to be one that lifts them higher
And is able to help them sort out any strife
Becoming nothing but a blessing in their life

We all know that seasons were not made to last
So when it's done, I'll hold the memories we amassed
In them, my heart's pain will be cast
As I again fade into someone's past.

And even though I know this is how things must be
My heart and mind refuse to see things clearly
They search for a solution so frantically
I must admit, it leaves me quite weary.

I feel guilt for the pain I do hide
My soul cries out to let you inside
Yet after all the joy you have supplied
I'd hate for my daily sorrow to be how I replied.

All this measures up to say
I am so glad we are friends today
And even when time takes you away
I know I'll miss you severely, but I'll be ok.

[Seiichi Productions @SeiiProductions]

@sleepiebug Mimiru song cover! It's so you, I loved it!

[boog 💤 @sleepiebug]

🌻🐛

[Seiichi Productions @SeiiProductions]

@imasamwich Try asking them, or watch for the new silly games like "rv there yet". It's usually less about what you do, more about who is there. Hope you find some super fun collabs ^_^

[Seiichi Productions @SeiiProductions]

Let your happiness today
Be the proof that
It was worth the wait
Yesterday.

[Seiichi Productions @SeiiProductions]

What is this life?
Where does it lead?
Why is there so much pain,
if I have everything I need.

Lets just be friends
Lets just pretend
If there's nothing I lack
Why is solitude like a heart attack?

Be patient, Be kind.
Someone will notice
My heart will find,
Someone willing to bind.

Yet the angry and hateful
Find love, find people
And I sit, improving who I am
Reaching out, to be slaughtered like a lamb.

Nothing more than a kind word
Never beyond the nice friend,
For how long must I wait and pretend
Life is ok, and I'm happy you're my friend.

[Seiichi Productions @SeiiProductions]

@aikadegogo lol, nice! I have been waking up earlier lately so hopefully I can catch a stream again soon!

[Yumi Umiran 🍃✨ @MaybeitsYumi]

So I wrote a little poem for you~ :]

Share this post to your miracle!!! ✨🌻

[Seiichi Productions @SeiiProductions]

@skyexbun Playin games all day and not even streaming them. SMH. LOL. I'm glad things are good for u tho!

[Seiichi Productions @SeiiProductions]

I'm so tired of living for myself.
I never wanted this life.
I'm so tired of wanting someone to live for.
It's all I've wanted from life.

In this world of loneliness I can't help but regret
Every friend I've made, every attachment my heart grew
Yet I hope to someone out there lost in the void
My friendship has brought them to better days.

If I could ask one thing of those in my life, it's this:
Reach out, let those you care for know.
Tell people about your joys and sorrows.
Take the time to tell your friends directly, individually:
Tell them what made you happy, what made you sad.
Tell them why you cherish them,
And make sure they know, you hope to see them again soon.

[Okamira🌸꒰১ VAngeli ໒꒱ @OkamiraVT]

IMPORTANT
A message to the Christian Vtuber Community and Christian's on here in general 🫂

(I bought twitter blue just so I could post this)

[Seiichi Productions @SeiiProductions]

@sukaikaito Happy birthday!

[Seiichi Productions @SeiiProductions]

You can never tell what pain someone is carrying
You will never know where they are today
You are blind to what will cause them to break
So be kind, and for once, save someone pain.
One gesture can turn sorrow into joy.

[Seiichi Productions @SeiiProductions]

@Itsah_me_DD Gratz DD!

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@LinneaVT_ I await